I found myself thinking about that this morning as I
reflected on the weekend activities.
I
met with a young couple whose marriage I will officiate this fall. The bride’s father had died two years ago and
his nickname was ducky. She shared about
how many “Duck sightings” she had over the last year that gave her a sense of
peace. It reminded me so much of our
beloved Lisa Baluk and what the swans have meant to her during her illness and
to all of us who loved her since her death.
Saturday morning I had spent some time in my living room in
prayer, meditation and spiritual reading.
I was aware t Chuck was still in bed as he had been
all week. He had the flu and it really
hit him hard. And so my mind went to –
not only concern about him in the present – but a sense of anxiety about the
future.
His 80th
birthday was so much fun but aging brings aches and pains and an uncertain
future. That phrase “we’re not getting
any younger” contains a word of foreboding.
These thoughts started to take what I would call a downward spiral. So I sat and prayed and wrote in my journal
for a while and finally looked up.
There in the nectarine tree in the front yard were
sparrows. And my mind went to the words
of Jesus:
"For this reason I say to you, do not be worried about
your life, as to what you will eat or what you will drink; nor for your body,
as to what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than
clothing? Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow,
nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are
you not worth much more than they? And who of you by being worried can
add a single hour to his life?
And so I literally laughed aloud and remembered again – “there
is a God and it is not me.” And that I
can trust God’s love and power to get me through whatever is ours in the
future.
None of this is a new thought for any believing person. But the physical reminded of a bird in a tree
can bring me back to remembering that God is real and here.
And so – ducks, swans, sparrows – our feathered friends can
truly be messengers of the holy one.
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